January 2010
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E.
Dear E,
I’m here for you, even though I haven’t been lately. I didn’t mean to not talk to you, I just got busy. I really hope you know I am truly sorry for that. I’m gonna text you every single day and annoy you again. :) because I know my texts make your day a million billion times better. Kidding, but I am going to try harder at our friendship because you’re like a...
Monday, enough said.
I am exhausted from last night. I am working in the lab at school because I didn’t do crap this weekend except work on videos. I will be here again at 2. I am writing like a robot. My thoughts do not go in chronological order. I need to get back to work but I don’t want to. I will write more later…because Pat is looking at me a little funny.
I wonder what mum made me for lunch.
“Theres no such thing as the “right time”, only the right person.”
– (via issadalawatatlo)
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Bad news
Today was pretty suckish. Ok, really suckish. I didn’t want to be at school. So when I came home I did some stuff then went to pick D up at school because she wanted to see K. I’m a good sister :)
Then I took a nap for an hour and a half, which is relatively short for me anyways. I woke up to my mum yelling my name for no apparent reason then proceeded to check my phone.Bad news . I...
Wed-nes-day
So far, I have not did do much. I did not function in math, I just wanted to sleep. The sub was cool. Now im in the lab…with bad computers. Ahh…so sleepy, my mum did not want to bring me lunch that I forgot on the counter. I want an orange. I want to donate blood this weekend and watch the lovely bones… :)
He told me to listen to this. I like it, a lot.
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# 14, 22 & 99
So I have completed 14 and 22 but am working on 99.
#14- Write a, “If something dire ever happens to me…”
I wrote this letter and cried. It was pretty sad but I really want my family and friends to see where I was in life and I think they will. I don’t want to go too much into depth.
#22-Find a perfume I love and make it my signature scent.
I really love the...
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Ms. Monster
I can’t stop, won’t stop. I need to keep myself busy to numb myself. That makes sense to me. I wanna do community service with the kids elementary school down the street. I wanna take a ceramics course. My ipod came back from the dead a few days ago and I haven’t put it down. I missed music. I wanna learn to play guitar and write songs. Today you said you wanted a boy and I...
“Human beings are funny. They long to be with the person they love but refuse to...”
– Sigmund Freud. (via babyits0nlylife)
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Because
I finished reading Frankenstein. It was a pretty good book, I liked it. Now all I have to do is:
-The essay that goes with it
-A story.
-A rhetorical precis.
-Finish my questions.
I can relate to the creature Frankenstein creates. It’s weird. The creature is always unhappy and all he wants is to be loved. I relate to a monster. My life cannot be any better. I think I am a monster. I...
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Listen
I hate mornings.
I woke up just to do homework. My night sucked. I’m still doing homework and will probably be doing it for the rest of the day and night and tomorrow and Sunday, after church.
I’m working on improving me though. I’m putting myself before others.I haven’t done that in a long time.
My favorite Aunt is the one who gave great advice that I will remember. I love talking to...
Home sweet home.
Home. Home. Home. Home.
There is nothing better than being home. I’m tired. I have spent the last days without a computer and my phone doesn’t let me blog. It’s pretty lame.
Sac was pretty good. I fear I have become nocturnal. Seeing as working out was usually at 9 or 10 then a swim. Ah-i have no mastered playing pool. The game, not a pool. I was pretty daring. Anyways, good...
“I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.”
– Audrey Hepburn
Sunday, what a day
My Sunday started off as follows:
1. Getting rid of December of ‘09 on my white board.
2. Hanging up Audrey Hepburn on my wall.
3. Planning January on my white board.
4. Thinking about going to sleep.
5. Piling clothes in the middle of the room.
At this point of time it was only 2 am.
2:30 am…fall asleep.
3 am….text J back.
7:07 am wake up to alarm clock.
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Cold stone birthday club member!
Ok so, today I was very unproductive but did join the Cold Stone Birthday Club. Sounds outrageous to become a member, right? Wrong! I love ice cream, which may be my downfall to ever becoming a vegan. I’m not cut out for not eating ice cream and I have tried soy based ice cream and that was not my favorite.
Whenever I go to the mall with Rox, we always try to get the Coffee Lovers in Gotta...